18.04.19
I am struggling to describe how I feel because it is one big contradiction!
My brain is alert, my eyes clear, my senses tuned in and my body feels like it is 'cleansing', all positive stuff, but this enormous white (not dark and depressing) cloud envelops me like I need to lay down in its warm and fluffy cocoon and sleep. I can't stop yawning ... full yawns ... not the little ones that slip out when you are a bit tired and you don't want to look rude, and my eyes gently want to close.
What a lovely feeling if I was at home and didn't have to stay awake all day! I could see this working wonders for me really, sleeping when I wanted and when I'm awake being so alert I can do anything, but its not practical for me most days. I need to find a balance ...but I think this oil will find its balance for me. I'm in a nicely relaxed state of being so I'm not going to worry about it after just a few days.
As I am so tired, it makes walking hard, but due to the exhaustion rather than pain. The pain has nicely evaporated into that warm and fluffy place so now I just feel achy.
19.04.19
Oh I slept so much better last night and felt quite wide awake this morning, rather than the continual 'snooze button' until I can finally rouse myself from my M.E stupor.
Again an achy and tiring day but a clear head. I've read a novel over the last two days and feel positive and relaxed.
I would like to hear your experiences of CBD oil too so please do comment below if you have any tips and a story to encourage others. Thanks. Kizzy
I am struggling to describe how I feel because it is one big contradiction!
My brain is alert, my eyes clear, my senses tuned in and my body feels like it is 'cleansing', all positive stuff, but this enormous white (not dark and depressing) cloud envelops me like I need to lay down in its warm and fluffy cocoon and sleep. I can't stop yawning ... full yawns ... not the little ones that slip out when you are a bit tired and you don't want to look rude, and my eyes gently want to close.
What a lovely feeling if I was at home and didn't have to stay awake all day! I could see this working wonders for me really, sleeping when I wanted and when I'm awake being so alert I can do anything, but its not practical for me most days. I need to find a balance ...but I think this oil will find its balance for me. I'm in a nicely relaxed state of being so I'm not going to worry about it after just a few days.
As I am so tired, it makes walking hard, but due to the exhaustion rather than pain. The pain has nicely evaporated into that warm and fluffy place so now I just feel achy.
19.04.19
Oh I slept so much better last night and felt quite wide awake this morning, rather than the continual 'snooze button' until I can finally rouse myself from my M.E stupor.
Again an achy and tiring day but a clear head. I've read a novel over the last two days and feel positive and relaxed.
I would like to hear your experiences of CBD oil too so please do comment below if you have any tips and a story to encourage others. Thanks. Kizzy
